Monday, June 27, 2011

A Mistress in the making

Hard to admit now, but my first impulse was to rush into bdsm... as a sub! Yes, after but a few weeks in SL, I entered the City of Kasra as a kajira. I had never heard of Gorean stuff before and thought it would be great fun being a city slave, used and entertained by anybody who came by... Well, it turned out that particular kind of rp soon was quite boring, people thinking about sex but never doing it, and I used to wander away to other skies, which, of course, was forbidden, so I was ejected with no regrets whatsoever.
That's how I came to meet my first real Mistress, Miss Cloudy W. She taught me a lot about bdsm and I did serve her with delight, even when she avowed she actually was a man, no poblem, I then became a sub to her/his male avi, Master Keyser J, who was quite good too. During the moments they were not online, I used to walk around and try to be dominant. At first, I was not quite successful, but as time went by, I guess I became more efficient, and when I left the service of the Master, I came to be more dominant and less submissive. And much more gorgeous, since they gave me my present body and hair, which bring joy and desire to all those who behold them.
And I was then helped by a new lucky disovery. I found, quite by chance, a place called Victorian Discipline. It was all I had ever dreamed of!!! A stylish place, with lavish furniture, fancy clothes, nice people, strict doms and obedient subs. The owner of the house, Miss Carat R, became my personal friend and is still one of the persons I cherish most in SL (if you read these lines, Carat, I love you and your warm kisses!!!), and she appointed me Governess. I played my role with pleasure and zeal, testing my own dominant abilities, developping them to extents never dreamed of before. I discovered I prefered playing with boys, making them crawl at my feet, play with themselves, then denying them any access to my body, even a glimpse at my nakedness. As a rule, I never (or very, very seldom) allow subs to please me sexually, even if a girl's mouth who emotes well may sometimes be quite a treat. But that's rare. However, I found you could ask a lot from many subs, up to making boys drink their own Seed in a cup or lick it on a girl's body! Some seem reluctant at first, making faces, finding it slimy and bitter, others drink it delightedly, enjoying the salty taste and being happy to please a Mistress who's asking them for something so perverse...
Well, let's admit it: yes, I am a perv, there's no denying it. Yes I like to make boys kneel naked and hard before me, make them beg me to whip them then thank me, use my gloved hand or booted foot to play with their Shaft, or denying them release... I love to have a crew of naked slaves around me longing for my orders, I crave for manly embraces when I make male slaves fuck with eachother to entertain me, forgetting all shame and letting me decide on their having orgasms or not...
I also roamed around, trying to join a Gorean place, but once again I was ejected for taking trips out of the city; well, who could blame me? Gorean rp is sooooooooooooo boring! Waiting for someone to pass by, emoting, filling cups and listening to idle talk is not my cup of tea. And in those times, Victorian Discipline attracted a lot of curious people; some stayed, others never came back, but the team was great and we had wonderful scenes, so that's where I used to spend most of my times. When a new applicant came to serve as a student, I had them strip naked so they could undrestand who ruled.
A strange thing then happened: I've always been a great fan of Anne Rice, both for her vampire stories and erotic novels. So when I discovered there was a SIM based on her Beauty series, I couldn't help but join. I got there as a Princess. Some explanation? Yes: Beautydom is a medieval place where Tributes from surrounding kingdoms, young princes and princess, are sent to serve for three years as slaves: they may sweep floors, serve in the tavern, but mostly they are sexually used by Nobles who can ask them for anything. Tributes are to be naked all the time, boys must be hard and girls wet, always ready to serve whoever desires to use them. Bisexuality may be demanded, spankings, whippings and punishements of all kinds are a daily chore, the worst being the 'impalement' (see what I mean?) on a long-shafted statue in the middle of the public place for all to see.
I signed up there as a Tribute. I went there on the first day, stark naked but for a fur-cloak I was given to shade me from the cold and snow. A lady gathered some of us girls, explained the rules... Dear, how I got bored!!! I just could not serve anymore! Being a Mistress for so long had prevented me from going back to a submissive situation... I WAS a domme, whetever I wanted to do... So better accept it, and I came back to Beautydom as a Countess in a long dress, ready to be obeyed at all costs.
Next time I'll tell you one of the adventures I lived as Countess Dorina...

Thursday, June 9, 2011

A few things about me...

- Beauty: I love Beauty in all forms and seek it all the time. In people, in clothes, in landscapes that SL creativity can offer; I love to roam planet Pandora in my na'vi outfit to bathe in the splendor of that awsome world of colors and shapes; I adore visiting splendid Victorian mansions or medieval castles, lavishly furnished, and oriental palaces mysteriously decorated with sensual baths adorned with interwoven designs and colourful rugs, where hald naked concubines dance in a shuffling music of jewels and silks.
- Escorting: Yes, I've got to talk about it: money and sex. Yes, I've had sex for money; yes, I've loved it. Yes, I like to be paid and used by a stranger, who can ask me for anything. But no, I'm not a professional (even if I know I'm really good at it!), I only do it when I need money, or when I get bored and then, why not make money that way? The first time, a guy offered me 50 ld... I was still the blond-haired newbie, totally broke, so I thought 50 was quite a sum... I needed some cash to buy stockings, or sexy shoes, or rings for my nipples or clit. I also used to be a stripper, and could get quite nice amounts just by slowly undressing. There were more 'decent' jobs, such as cleaning floors or just sitting in some place and wait, but I always need action and escorting can really be fun. Of course, with time, I learnt how to increase my tariffs so as to be a profit-making escort, but I tend to remain a free lance. Each time I joined a club, it closed withing a few weeks, leaving me unemployed again... Bad luck. But some were great: Maison Close 1900 has been my favorite, a real 1900 brothel, with costumed rp, nice customers always willing to give a tip.
Anyway.
- Men with men: every guy just loves to see two girls (or more) having sex; it's the very core of many a porn movie. But then, they seem quite flabbergasted that we girls could also be aroused by two men (or more) having sex... What is so strange? Is not the sight of two handsome, slightly muscled bodies, something to rejoice the eyes of any woman, or even man, if he is an open-minded esthete? This is so beautiful I could cry. I dream of creating a chain of pose-balls to see all my boys 'queueing' in a sodomy circle with me sitting, goddess-like, in the middle.
- RL: I never mix my two lives; I might sometimes give some personal information, such as my country, but no intimate things. SL is just a game, there's no such thing as online orgasms as far as I'm concerned, no need to ask...
- Sexual preferences: I'm definitely straight! But then... In RL, I'm 100 percent manwise. In SL, I have to admit the contact with warm feminine lips and delicate curves is a treat I sometimes abandon myself to, though rarely, as it tends to be boring, especially if the so-called girl is a man or doesn't know how to emote well. On the contrary, if the girl is skilled and inventive, the moment can be absolutely beautiful, sensual and even exciting.
- Shoes: I like them sexy, high-heeled and with a lot of straps and things that torture feet but are absolutely stunning. However, I sometimes like to walk around barefoot, since I've bought real-looking feet from N-core, nicely shaped, that make me stand on tiptoe and enhance my shape.
- Underwears: I tend to wear none, which I also sometimes do in RL, though only in the summer and with long ample dresses; in SL, I can have that pleasure of freedom with any clothes I like, even ultra-short skirts. Some men tend to take a look though, so I sometimes have to put on some thong, but I see that as an absolute denial of my right to get freely around bare-assed! This would be the first amendent of my Constitution: that every girl shall know the treat of no-undies Freedom.
- Voice chat: never, ever! I consider it as part of my Real Life... I tried it once or twice and hated it; using my RL voice makes everything so serious and personal that I don't know what to say; besides, anyone can hear my slight Slavian accent...